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25 November 2007 @ 09:49 pm

you have a way of coming easily to me
and when you take
you take the very best of me
so I start a fight cause I need to feel something
and you do what you want
cause I'm not what you wanted
what a shame
what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
so just walk away
no use defending words that you will never say
and now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere as cold as you..

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22 November 2007 @ 07:48 pm

"Let us rise up and be thankful, for if we didn't learn a lot today, at least we learned a little, and if we didn't learn a little, at least we didn't get sick, and if we got sick, at least we didn't die; so, let us all be thankful."

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14 November 2007 @ 04:01 pm

When you go through your life and you're 19,
18 years into your life and you're like,
"Shit, am I going to be alone forever?
Am I a son of a bitch?
Am I doomed because of things I've done to never know love?"
For all of that, I'm just searching for humanity.
[Max Bemis]

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12 November 2007 @ 08:07 pm

well screw people around you. do what you want when you want.
dont hide feelings bcuz people around you think something. people around you arent you.
and whatever decision you make if those people around you are FRIENDS they'll understand.

my friend zach is smarter then most people will ever admit.

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11 November 2007 @ 04:59 pm

Photograph Photograph Photograph
Why'd you have to go and take a picture of a life like that?
You aren't new enough.
I give up I give up I give up on you.
Look at you,look at you,look at you.
Pretty boy floating face down in a pond of glue.
You aren't new enough.
We give up, we give up, we give up on all those like you.
I discard all feelings. The stars scar my ceiling.
I won't spare you. I won't spare you.
won't spare you won't spare you won't spare you
I won't spare you. I shall grow and grow. I'll grow

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28 October 2007 @ 09:44 pm

Something I stumbled upon in a facebook note.

"So did you know him?"

"Yes, or... I thought I did once."

"What was he like?"

"He was a nice boy. Very strange, but only in such a way to give him personality. He could be very fun to be with. We'd spend time together, we would do things together. You know, it's funny. I didn't know him very long before I felt like I knew him forever. I sometimes wondered what I would do without him. But I do believe he was troubled."

"Troubled?"

"Oh, not in the way that you think. See, he wasn't ugly but certainly not handsome either, and I do believe he just got used to the idea of never being special. That's one thing that has bothered me for a long time now. He was unique, but was he special? Or just a face in the crowd? He could be both sometimes. Oh, I don't know; it hurts to think of him too much."

"But how did you feel of him?"

"You mean 'did I love him?' No. I thought I might have once or twice, but I didn't, not really. Like I said, he was a very nice boy, nice to be around. But I never loved him."

"So what happened to him?"

"We began to grow distant. Little things at first, but then I hardly ever saw him. And I've never seen him since. He just left one day. It's for the best I suppose."

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26 October 2007 @ 04:14 pm

i see a beautiful city, and brilliant people.
rising from the abyss and, in their struggles
to be truly free, in their triumphs and defeats, through
long, long years to come.

i see the evil of this time, and of the previous time
of which this is the natural birth gradually making expiation
for itself and wearing out.

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22 October 2007 @ 10:33 pm

I was hoping I could tell you this with two feet on the ground
Yeah, I was young and dumb, but it still was fun
I know you never meant to do everything you put me through

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14 October 2007 @ 07:45 pm

i met this amazing boy.

and she would throw her life away
to be with him, forever.

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10 October 2007 @ 09:51 pm

It's just for the very first time, I feel wicked.

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09 October 2007 @ 08:45 pm

Sometimes I don't even know who I am, and i feel like no one else does either.
It's one of those scary moments when you think.
What if i'm this horrible person deep down inside and I don't even know it?
The truth is we all are capable of being truly horrible people, every single one of us.
No matter how good we think we might be.
But the only way to really know if youre good or bad is look at your intentions.
All those screw ups don't count for nothing if your truly intended for the right thing to happen.
You just have to be okay with the fact that our past does not define us.
Our hearts do

Even though nothing is making any sense in my life right now, i'm very content.
I'm okay with everything wrong, I know things will work out, one thing i've learned is they allways do.

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08 October 2007 @ 10:22 am

the boy was back from college this weekend.
we had a sleepover last night.
I think i'm finally over him.
however, our slumber party got ruined this morning because...
first, FH gets cancelled.
then, it's back on.
so we all go to the school.
to be told it's cancelled again.
FTL. i'm going the fuck back to bed.
Do you want to fall apart?
I could if you can try to fix what I've undone
Cause I hate what I've become

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07 October 2007 @ 12:55 am

( CHANGE THE WORLD. )

i'm a mission, to become a new me. a better me. Starting Now.

( There is SOO much you can do. )

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07 October 2007 @ 12:11 am

these girls; are my life.

Rhs Lady Vikings '007.

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06 October 2007 @ 10:00 am

it wont let me post images?!?!
this is a sadday.

Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

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05 October 2007 @ 11:56 am

"I felt I was on fire, with the things I could have told you. I guess I just assumed that you eventually would ask."
Carpe Diem; it's what i'm feeling today, I'm ready to live; even without you. Seize the day; I've never felt so alive
"and Im not bitter, no it's just Ive passed that point in my life";
I'm completly read to be over you; for good.

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03 October 2007 @ 09:25 pm

Then you threw me up against the wall
The city shook to meet our mating call
All the anger and the pain poured forth
The act itself defied the blessed source.

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24 September 2007 @ 08:21 pm

my bestfriend still acts like she's in
middle school. someone save me.

Sometimes I still; Miss you,
I'm Tried Of you being in my head.
Every fucking day.
College ruins lives. LEGIT.

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23 September 2007 @ 03:21 pm

Note to self: TIME TO FIND OUT WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE.

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22 September 2007 @ 02:37 pm

Something I wrote back in January.

SPEAK.

The silence engulfs me.
I hate it.
I am alone, it is a unwelcome change.
I have no choice but to face them
all of my fears; I may be alone
but the silence is with me.

I speak. Without making a sound.
Though no one else can.
The Silence is listening.

He is my fear
him judging me is my fear,
not being good enough
not being pretty enough
not being smart enough
not being enough.
I am afraid.
this is why the scilence is my compainion.
It won't speak back.

I spill my soul, all the feeling is gone from my inside.
All the cards are out.
I sit absorbing the scilence.
Wishing for the courage to speak alloud.

When I am allmost at rest.
The silence speaks to me.
at first I am afraid, but then I hear it's message.
It tells me to "open my eyes, see the light.
Speak to him, show him what only the silence has known.
Open your mouth and speak.
your voice is a gift, use it well."

I open my eyes. ready to live.

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